whenever clouds hover above me,
 i would remember you,
 once walking with me under the rain...
 when i sit on the sofa,
 i would recall that you once,
 let me rest my head on your laps...
when i blast the music,
while going to school,
 i will remember that you once,

meet in the morning and go to school together...
 i remember the times,
 when i resisted the urge to hit you,
 and let you dig things out of me...

i miss the times,
 you hold my hands and send me home...
 i cry for the times,
 our tongues touches,
 sending heartaches deep inside...
i get upset,

seeing the presents you gave me...
 i regretted for the choice we made...
 if i could wish upon a star,
 i wish it will never end this way...
 so will you stay with me??

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30.5.11
11:07 PM




leilockheart: true.





i actually felt like i am being back to how i used to be.
that fragile, weakling that had eventually changed
and become to another person that have a strong wall
that prevent myself from being hurt.
well, a big round of applause to those people from the first three
pictures you guys made me smile after such a long
time. i finally smiled without faking one after such a long time.
i felt happy for the first time in such a long run.
i felt relieve. HAPPY like finally. after all the recent brawling,
the recent cryings, the recent memories that just come back after
seeing something that remind me of the past,to hurt me, the
recent sarcasms, the recent action that SOME PEOPLE did
and did not apologise after hurting me physically.[not that it hurt]
*
it's my first time getting approval my parent's allowed me
to be out with my friends at night. [thanks a lot!!]
i love all my friends though i might accidently insult them
without knowing.i didn't mean it. but if you think it is, so
be it. no point explaining if you already think and confirmed with
yourself that i did it on purpose.
*
ronnie, i love you lots and you gotta know, i might not be fully
committed but i will come back to you no matter what. i just
want to enjoy life while i still can. i want to become back to that
girl that once run on the field freely. that girl that once thought
that she rule her own world and only has to be thoughtful about
my own feelings. the recent friendship shit is making me
behave that pessimistic. i don't want to be like that. i just
need time. and trust me my grades are temporary i will promise
to score higher then this. i promise(:
*
lastly i want to thank those that actually made me smile
not that you guys put in any effort. it's just that i found myself
back. it was really really nice of you all(:
SO REALLY BIG THANKS TO:
LITING
WEICONG
NIGEL
SENGKOK
QIMING
JINGKANG
WEIJIAN
BENNY
JIANHUI
SEANLIEW
RAIHAN
GABRIEL
ZIHAO
WENLONG
THANKS A LOT!!!!!
YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST(:

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28.2.11
8:51 PM

what happened yesterday was gone
what is going to happen we will never know
what just happened is what i regretted
*





well i don't feel like posting anything today. so shall
share a little story and fly away.
*
i sat at the bus stop, jerking my head back as long as
there is a movement. as soon as my hopes are lifted,
it sank. it was not your feature. the promise that you
make were always empty. willing at first and later
going back on your words for most of the times we met.
i looked at my phone. your face. smiling so happily like
you are the happiest guy on earth. however the face i
seen just now, it was the total opposite. your frown
facing the ground. putting effort to smile only when
i called your name. you sat there unwilling to move,
not wanting to get up from the chair. i took the keys
and opened the door went back and put it in your hands.
the last sight of you, still looking down. i close the door.
tears at the brim of my eye, not wanting to break down
the second time at his house. i felt disappointed, you
expected me to share all my problems with you. on
the other hand you didn't want to do the same. you
seemed difficult at times. i strode to the gate. taking
a step out, still hoping you did come out of your room.
the room door remain closed, untouched. i closed the
main door turned and walked away.
the bus came i hastily went up.regretting going over.
no. i regretted pouring my feelings out.
*
that's all i think
nights all~

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22.2.11
12:13 AM


hold on by the memories, stuck in the past.
not willing to move on.
*
and so there she 'talking' to him through the phone.
she feels the tears at the brim of her eyes.
He never knows what's wrong unless he saw the
tear coming out. other than that, he would never
know what was going on. she did not want to have
high expectations for him, as she thought it was
unfair. nevertheless she still wishes a little more
warmth from him. as the day goes, she loses hope
and thought,' is it that difficult?' the feeling of
everything being a waste of time overwhelmed
her. it was like an investment on the wrong kind of
things. recalling there he is over the phone doing
something that interest him. pretending that she
never existed unless she started talking. life's
pathetic. no, she's pathetic.
*
*
a small story to share but all in all it's just another
story. well today have been a bad day for me. well,
thanks to someone i would like to push my blame
to, instead of blaming myself. things went wrong
so, i have got to dye my hair black again. in life,
when people ask you politely you will definitely
agree and get down to it. however when they
scold you and make you do something there would
be a part inside you wanting to be defiant and just
purposely do things the wrong way. well i think
everyone would have the same way of thinking.
well think i am going to end here. my mood isn't
right today and something is making it worst.
at times i hope i could just leave it all behind but
i am not brave enough to.but i have thought would
you be better off alone? and so you don;t have to listen
to me crap all night long? and you will never be pressurized
by me telling you that you never knew what i wanted.
ain't that better this way? argh. thinking of it bring me to tears
shall stop then. nights.
*
buh byes~

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18.2.11
11:30 PM


Image from Lilo & Stitch
wahahahahhahha i am back to update more bullshits!!!!!!!
behold.... CRAPPING TIME:D
*
today had CCA(: went to east coast park for cycling.
but before that,
THANK YOU LEON AND WEI CONG DA GE!!!!!!!!!
cause they help us escape from chinese remedial(:
AWESOME.
*
so, my day was tired due to thursday= sport heats
shall elaborate later(:
currently watching lilo and stitch again(: awesome show.
anyway today at east coast park we were cycling however
it rained and stop and rained again so it was quite bad cause
half of the time we were in the shelters. so i lead a game
of concentration and they joined in gladly(:
was actually quite worried as the atmosphere was tense
and everyone's mood was down. but succeeded in the end
nice me(: after cca went home and later got a maths tuition.
*
so on thursday i've got sports heat. so i will be running for 100,
400 and won 3 for 1500. (:
after that played badminton. i lost to duh== cant believe it==
nvm i wa tired.anyway i am tired.
bye.
*
beneath the pitch black sky,
to myself i would lie,
together with nature i'd lay,
'i miss you' to myself i'd say.
now we'd rest, awaiting the sun to arise.
yes, now we'd rest, under the moon with life.
*
poem by my darling(:
nights~

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10.2.11
9:33 PM

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sheamnessy: THAT’S HOW I DO IT.

Sagittarius is the most dangerous horoscope among
the 12.
*
wahahahahahahaha i am in power!!!!!!!!!
ok let me explain(:
sagi usually don't hold grudge against people
they will bear it in their hearts and you can
never tell if they are holding a grudge
against you. and after holding the grudge, they
will make you suffer ten times more then before(:
amazing right? actually quite scary too.
another thing is that they are the most
sociable horoscope among all 12, so you'll
never know what will happen to the grudge
multiply by ten and have a big group of friends.
haha the rest is up to you to decide(:
let imaginations run wild:D
ohoh and horoscope opposite your own means
you guys can go along well. people usually
think the opposite just because it's the opposite==
*
my day is awesome(: in a sense
until everything is being ruined by some people
and it have been the same person all over again.
ohoh and leon bully me!!!!
haha kidding i played the scissors paper stone game
the one where the opponent can slap your hand if you
lose. so it was so pain that i cried.
maybe it's cause i didn't played for a long time already.
anyway school was fun. after school, i went to
some cheer leading practice that was like shit.
there were only 3 chinese and 15 malays.
and most of all, all of them are communicating in malay.
so it's like we're being stuck up assholes that don't
understand a single thing. wow ain't that great.
things just get better when i am separated from my friends
in the formation. SUCKERS!!!!!!!!
*
so this year's sports day i am going for 100m, 200m
, 400m and CCA/house relay. though i wanted short-put.
anyway, will be training. cause i want to get at least one
silver medal(: SMILES!!!!!! hopefully i wont be too tired to
complete all(: it's my last year so i just want to do
something challenging. something i can't handle(:
*
i miss you. if you even care.
so i just hope to spend more time with you.
even if it means watching you go away
and letting tars flow down my face.
cause i never want to lose you ever again.
*
shall end here!
cya~
buh byes~


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29.1.11
9:48 PM


reena-atienza: Never get too attached to anyone because attachments leads to expectations and expectations leads to disappointments.



have you ever felt like any of the pictures content?
well, i felt most of them, and what makes it worst is
that it is raining now and i feel so down.
*
i've got nothing to say anymore. really. you feel prioritized
behind my friends which isn't the case is most likely
because you aren't in school with me anymore. Do
you even know how hard it is to cope? it is like everyday i
wake up, i remembered you graduated, you are not going
to accompany me to school anymore.the time we can spent
together is also being reduced. yesterday, you felt totally
different. the first time you listened to music while sending
me home. the first time you actually did not bother to talk
to me on the journey home. before and after we alighted the
bus, you didn't hold my hand. it really gives me the shivers.
it is like we don't mean anything to each other anymore.
*
ignore the top. just a moment of fury. today is Saturday!!!!!
BADMINTON!!!!! well in the end it ain't that awesome.
cause i did't have the touch and was losing all the
important points. so i didn't enjoyed it much. i think i am
ending here. ain't feeling really well.
cya~
buh byes~

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20.1.11
9:02 PM

poor stitch
there is nothing left to be done if it have to happen
the only right thing to do is to reduce the harm caused.
*
yupp so this is it. just fake a smile and nobody
will notice what happen. nobody will notice
anything that have gone wrong. just typically
NOTHING.
[unless you are a high maintenance person
then good luck to you.]
*
today i miss called elvina 11 times and tadaa
she didn't pick up and therefore did not come to school.
p.e is changed into some vice-principal talk
that made me and probably some of my friends
quite demoralized. after that was lessons
and during CME there was this teacher that
spoiled my mood. she kept demanding the class to do
what she is suppose to do. like informing the teacher about
the votes for the proposals. but she made me and some
others copy it or write it down.
full of bullshit. why should i even help her?
oh i remember cause i wasn't listening.
no. it was more like she was talking bullshit(:
that sounds better.
the rest of the day went on fine till there is homework
for a maths written all over the white board.
how nice of Mrs. lee(:
anyway school ended quick today.
shall end here then.
buh byes~
why do you all keep pretending that you care? NO. why the fuck am i going along with it?

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